My Addictive Girl

As I try to look at myself,

I see a stranger in the mirror,

Eye filled with a droplet of tear,

Fear was the past,

Now I have nothing to lose,

I have lost it all,

My daughter won’t call me daddy,

My love won’t call me honey,

Oh I had made lot of money,

But there is no more joy Sunny,

I chased everyone away, who came near me,

I made only one mistake,

I befriended an irresistible, intoxicating friend,

In her company the party would never end,

Living life high, pouring pleasure all night,

Even in the broad daylight,

I could not take her out of my sight,

She put me to bed, kissed me good night,

Made my day’s tension a bit light,

People said she might steal my voice,

I ridiculed them by saying,

Nectar can only be smooth,

You people can’t resist my poise,

Hence you make all the noise,

When I lost my first music contract,

I could not react,

She seemed the only one with whom I could interact,

She was always there by my side,

In joy & sorrow,

Till my life became hollow,

To keep her by my side,

I sacrificed all I had,

One fine day doc tells me,

If she stays, I go,

We both can’t live together,

She had to leave me one fine day,

Not before she had taken everything away.